June 04, 2011

Gates of Magic

 Not too long ago a sweet thought arrived to me. Another illusion, maybe it is just a wish, So I do think. Exchange of words, here and there without knows what it will bring. I still remember the night, when I looked up, the words were shining at the sky, with a hand full of starts. It was like those endless nights, when all seems just right, when is hard to leave, even if it is already time to go to sleep.

Taking chances, I believe, like two hungry souls, sharing all what we could, in that moment words were the energy of our souls. What we have in life, that really make us glow, what we don’t have that make us in others to look for. I still remember that night, I didn’t want to go to sleep, because of that mystical connection, I knew it is going vanish the very moment when we went to sleep, only hoping that in a dream we still feel that mystical connection, experienced before the time being.
Since that moment, silly me I keep thinking. Since that moment an internal battle inside of me insists to feel what the caring, loving and companion from another man to feel. In this world full of distractions, what really matters is what we give and receive. For what do we really live? It is to see in other eyes, the joyful moment, to know and say…. For YOU I DO EXIST.
Time keeps passing by, nothing to, neither to believe, just keep taking chances and dreaming what is taking time; by itself the fog around, soon it will disappear, and behind those clouds, to find out what is meant to be.
My thoughts are all around you; nothing I can do, to resist. If I will do it, I will be denying the opportunity of two man enjoying the moment to say How Happy I Feel, Because You Are Here With Me.

The Longest Song

One day, Quiet long time ago, I was listening so many different song, and I wonder, Can I write in a song my thoughts. The product of this is a combination of many song on my own words. I did title

The longest Song.

Every day, I think life is like a song we write, is like a book of experiences.
Every day, I think today will be a good day, but I still can't see where the Sun is shining.

I wish to be like the man I was before

After falling apart, into deep sad moments
I found the way to wake up and Shine
I found in me the Charm to look at the stars
And find a Man who like me for who I am.

Memories of the past,

is the story of a yesterday.
That made me believe about a wonderful time.

My long story,

my love song
It was played to me,
to make me believe,
About that moment
A full live of happiness
coming to my window
Long time ago.

I need, love, love, love.

Did I feel like a fool?
Was I kissing a fool?
All what I get, all what I gave.

Memories always living in me

It is all that happiness, that once
Finally I was available to feel
For first and only time
I get to meet the happiness of love.

Was that my only chance

Only once in life
You fall in love
Only once, and never more
Only once you give your soul

Once is gone

Nothing comes to me no more
I have walked 500 miles
And I will walk 500 more
To find out
What else is there,
Or there is no more.

I life full of precious memories

But still a broken heart
Afraid to live again
Lonely everyday I feel
The man I loved
Sink a knife in my soul

I want to find the Sun above

To take me away
On a deep sleep
Till the day,
When a true man
Can take me away
And can show me
No longer I am alone.

Blue moon, you are standing alone

Write for me this song
And show me a man for my own.