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I remember eight years ago, where I was. I was still trying to figure out live, and mostly myself. I really didn’t have much back then, as I was starting a new life, the only thing I had myself, and proudly I stand on that, with hopes for a good future. Yesterday I turned 37, and having happy feelings about it, as well sad; I arrived to this age, especially because one amazing situation marked my life forever. The man I loved with all my heart and soul was 37 years old back then. Accomplished man, settle in what he wanted, his house, car, career, pretty much a good life. A man I admire and placed my eyes and heart on. I worked my live close to his standards and learn some new ones for myself. He was 37 years old, I was 29. July 2^nd 2004 is the day when my life changed. The only and truly time where I felt the world around me is not other than just see through his eyes, his touch. I found happiness; as many of us we had hard times, we had great times, but that incomparable connection we had built a strong bond, in some point I felt in love, that feeling 8 years later still lay sleeping in me. No need to write again things that happened between the years, as we no longer are together. I just will say, I died the day everything came to the end, and I became a different man. Now I am the one who is 37 years old. I have accomplished a good live, settle in it, I own my house, a great car, and I do have a good career. but I no longer have my love.  I won’t complain, I am not longer upset for it, is what it is. I truly believe I never again will fall in love. Now these days I am single, I don’t have anyone in my life, and I am not looking either. I care for my loving cat who arrive into my life, that is all what I need. About the future is uncertain. About the matters of the heart, I don’t hope for anything. I had the best of the best, after that what else is there to look for. Just to keep myself smiling day after day. I am now 37, same age as you 8 years ago.